why do i feel like no one ever cares? why do in care and give everything i have to others when they don’t even care? why do i make myself upset and deprive myself of things just to make others happy? i feel like no one gives a shit about me. i feel like no one cares if i get hurt or even if i cry. why is it that i can listen to other peoples problems and actually care and help them but when i tell others my problems i feel like I’m annoying them. i hate annoying people but yet i feel like i always am even if I’m just standing or sitting there quietly. i wanna cry because i’ve been hurt so many times but i don’t want anyone to know so i just hide it with a smile and act like everything’s normal. i feel like theres something wrong with me and that’s why i always meet jerks and get hurt. i always give people chances even when they don’t deserve them because i think people always deserve other chances and maybe they’ll change but yet i always get hurt. what am i supposed to do? i don’t wanna tell anyone because i don’t wanna seem like an attention whore so i guess i’ll just put a smile on my face and try to act like everything’s normal.
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